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hotel 626..nice game
if can every1 go play
damn real leh
for those hu got no guts/balls pls dun go
if pc slow oso no nid play d la...wait for loading oso sien dao can die d -.- tak syok d

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1st time join caroling xD xD
quite fun...
coz quite high...

caroling is something strange for me...coz im not a Christian [ my mum asked me y i go join caroling] and i duno all the songs 0.o

go thr...got last practice...blur thr...coz i wat oso dono -.- including de songs' title...
lucky can c lyrics de...so np lo

den about 7pm...go to the 1st house lo~~
i heard last time only a few ppl join caroling de...but dis year alot...nearly tak cukup transport -.-

so me, hj , lye and sis + ANSON LAME folo jian's car...
since i got de biggest ass...so i sit front...all those small-butt-fella sit behind lo =x =x

1st house..
no enuf space sit...
so we sit near kitchen thr...
ric keep show off -.-
show his sms
"haiyo dis girl keep hc oh...how la? if i reply like dis will hurt her mou?"
=x =x
100% true...if dun blif ask sheep...

2nd house...
i 4got d 0.o

skip to dono which house la -_-
saw sir tan...
jian geh guitar putus 1 string at thr

ermm...i feel de best 1 is after anson house dat 1...dat 1 quite high...
coz singing time all jumping...
den sing time me hj and ric playing ONE tambourine -.- <-- noobs

after dat
mum called
kena scold
coz too late d
i sendiri oso dono so late de
explained
den nthg

den cont...
till last house
goin dat house time jian like damn emo nia 0.o
he din ans wat hj asked...
scary

too lazy to cont d...
stop here
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昨天去喝喜酒
看到一些场面令我感触良多

新郎新娘敬酒时
新郎可能是高兴过度
忘了自己的妈妈

我看着他的妈妈
默默地在背后跟着他
没有一个人留意到他
即使是拍照
新郎的妈妈也是躲在新郎的背后
整个敬酒仪式
别说人，就连相机和摄影机都没留意到她

人的感情真的是这么脆弱吗？
有了家庭后
你会不会忽略了一只在你身边的人[ 家人/朋友]?

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然后,我也想回了那天BB bible class 所教的东西
妈妈,也可以是朋友
仔细想想
想到我自己的妈妈
其实
真的很辛苦

我什么都不会
什么都帮不到她

她一个人撑着
真的有很大的压力

那时我真的有些冲动
想跟我妈妈说声
对不起,我爱你

但是我就是开不了口
说句好听的话为什么就这么难?
为什么说废话我又这么行?

也许
我真的是一个百分百的死废材吧!

****************正在寻找我自己的特长...我到底有什么用呢?0.o********************
注意:not emo-ing...thinking some stuff only

i like dis song's lyrics damn much...i guess nobody will know the reason...
read properly...for banana...ps lo ~.~

*收藏再眼眸，常徘徊左右
爱，猜到没有？
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后，或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ，衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手，放开所有
彼此更自由， 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够！
放手，豁出所有
还有这个好友，已经，已经足够...

*遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全，多舍不得仍然是放手
放手，放开所有，彼此更自由
放手，其实我决非爱得不够
放手，豁出所有，还有这个好友
已经，已经足够

*放手，我的牵挂，找不到尽头
放手，寄望你幸福什么都有
也许，爱很深厚
而我，早看得透
放手，只可拥有

lalala
im gonna talk about my work ~.~
1st time blog about my work's stuff

coz today got 1 aunty damn damn 3 8 de -.-
so...she came and knock the door...
after i open de door...i terus feel like wanna die
coz she came to kacau b4 liao de -.-
den...she ask me 1 dumb q with her annoying voice...
"can i pay? "
zzz
feel like slapping her -.-
if cannot pay...im thr for wat? sit thr and watch drama? -.-

but still...i ans nicely la -.-
den ask her come in

so she ask me again -.-
errr how much i hv to pay ah?
walao...she hutang alot lo
so after i tell her...she say she dunwan to pay for de interest and last time de...wan pay for the latest nia
zzz
i tell her la -.-
cannot...coz uncle told b4...must pay for de outstanding 1st

she told me some dumb thing -.-
she say if i dunwan let her pay for de latest de...
den she dunwan to pay at all
well, i care ah? -.-
she pay...i get RM10/hour
she tak pay..i oso get RM10/hour
she wan to pay onot oso nth to do with me la
if she tak pay i more happy lo actually...

no nid type
no nid print
no nid sign
no nid record
no nid call boss
no nid keep money
CAN CONT WATCH DRAMA xD

so...to solve the prob...i called boss -.-
laoban cakap
no nid care her
just off de damn pc and go home xD
coz working time end jor xD xD

but too bad my mum came late la
the 3 8 aunty come again -.-
i terus tell her..
got prob...find uncle -.-
dun find me
i takde kuasa de

den...she talk alot of crap la b4 she leave...i anggap tak dengar nia -.-
coz cant wait to go home and online -.-
mana tau today dis damn pc -.- keep sendiri shut down
deng la...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.-

*sigh*
i never know dat shout my feelings out here will cause some ppl feel bad
i dunwan to let any1 feel bad la...
i just cant find ppl to share my feelings
dats y i tell my blog everything...
but...i think start from now i wont post anything about my damn feelings oredi
coz...i dunwan make others feel bad just bcoz of my damn bleedy feelings and emotion

i hope all my frens will oways be happy and smile =)
especially YOU...dun cry ah xD haha

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