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ytd
got 2 main event: jr outing and watch twilight

jr outing was okok only -_-
quite boring...coz all the jr run here run thr and copy de name of animals nia -_-
i can bet 1mil that they cant even rmb how does de animals look like...
especially de eugene fella...zzZ
he is like got prob in understanding my words -_-
ask him walk tgt with groups he dunwan listen de
oways chiong de...

overall still ok la...coz go with frens ma...
yang say outing time i emo 0.o
got meh? i dono -_-
feel like dunwan to talk nia...coz talk oso talk to myself nia
den got 1 jr oso say i look like angry jor ~.~
wth...i think i hv to 24/7 smile jor...if not den ppl will say i emo/angry
hmm mmg abit tak happy la..but nth 1 la -_-
still haven angry la...mana ada lelaki so easy angry de
I not dat siew hei de ba 0.o
so if my pm write thr i em song or wat..dun simply guess lo -_-
mayb nth to do with u de -_-
U!!! listen!!!! mayb not u!!! so dun go tell other ppl i em song u -_-
i hope u know hu u r... zzz

k den bck to church...played cpt ball xD
1st time i sendiri say wan play... -_-
coz with jr... xD
if play with sr sien lo...all so pro...
i newbie ma

after play awhile den hj say wan go lm jor...so go lo...
bus alot ppl la...but nvm la...awhile nia...after awhile oso reach jor lo
den buy ticket time...hj say twilight no ticket jor... noob =x =x board thr shows still available he say no ticket jor...

den we all pay feli...feli helped to buy ticket...feli and hj go wish ppl merry christmas -_-
lols
damn frenly hor...

then go makan makan lo
and talk thr...i think we talked bout alot of things 0.o
seph keep talking about gurl -_-

after makan makan den terus go gsc lo...
buy popcorn and drink...den enter

dono y...takde orang de...half of the cinema was empty -_-
but de movie really quite nice leh...de storyline damn chunt...

haha imagine 1 guy and 1 gurl stay in room for 1 nite -_-
and they tell u they 2 din do anything...they chat for whole nite -_-
u blif onot?
lols

after de movie...balik lo 0.o
feli wan take bus balik -_- zzz
wth oh? so late d -_-
k nvm...dunwan talk much on dis...if she got read she sure will say:nth de la...aiyo -_- blablabla

since my mum coming to fetch me...so i asked my mum to fetch her..huimin and seph home lo...
tho my mum came quite late..but better den let dat feli walk home ba -_-
abit worry bout her la
after reach home...
online lo
i chat with mel...lols
for the 1st time...i think....
ytd my mood was ok xD quite happy bout dat...coz i oredi had bad mood for a few days...

today got senior outing
7am i oredi wake up -_- duno for wat...
dat time still damn slpy la...
lol

then terus skip till church thr la...
HJ CANT WAKE UP =x =x =x =x
hahaha
he scared anson and lynn they all -_-
coz money all with him? 0.o
i dono

lol
den cont lo
spread to team...
then is the part that i hate de most -_-
name our team and cr8 cheer
everytime oso must name de group ourselves de...
i tak tau xD
all let them decide nia

then naik bas lo
go sg congkak lo~~~
anson kena play in bus xD
we saw his underwear xD xD
got ppl pull his pants
pink colour with some cartoon on it xD hahaha
damn cute hor * not anson cute...his underwear cute nia...read properly =x *

den dat sei ky and anson kap mai -_- finger me =x =x
damn pain xia =x
lols

reach thr jor...i 4got wat happen...oni can rmb station game nia
lols

1st game i cheat -_-
i use plastic to collect water....nic cant c xD
he can c yang use hand hold de spoon but cant c i use plastic to collect water -_- zzz
damn pro hor =x

2nd till last de nth special for me =x
the only thing i know is de rocks damn pain and de water damn cold
lols

after station game and lunch...we got free time xD
we played water..
we slide from top thr till btm thr xD
both cf oso damn pro -_-
lol

then me hj...hui min and ky sat in water for a loooooooooooooooooong time
play and chill thr nia 0.o

then anson they all...dota freak...
they throw de volley ball to the girls -_-
they say they sniper -_-
killing those girls -_-

when they miss den i say they din up 3rd skill -_-
tak cukup range...zzz
i oso abit sot liao

then play cpt ball lo
lols
with our nerd costume...
all masukkan baju and pull till quite high -_-

after play awhile den hv to chg jor lo
goin bck

after bck church...
went mamak...makan makan and talk talk
errr talk bout wat i oso 4got jor...
oni can rmb cm's sui po fat hao =x =x
go find ric
lols
kesian cm =x =x

then bck to church...i played dodge ball 0.o
lols i oways mati 1st de...then go bhind thr pass ball
but i hit some1 xD
haha
they tot i oways pass ball nia de...
sekali i throw...
kena oh xD
play till quite late oni go home...
after come bck...bath den terus tt jor xD
din pay attention xD xD
haha
dats all for today ba...
2moro goin jr outing xD
today sr outing 2moro jr outing xD xD

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wat is dis?
i dono -_-
huijun ask me upload de
u all sendiri pandai pandai la
who is de "him" mentioned
i dunwan tell xD

Im angry
Im disappointed
Im em song
Im sad
Im EMO -_-

damn bleedy moody now...zzz

bored...so blog

today...wake up...din eat...terus on...after on awhile...go out buy thing eat lo
den ajak feli dota

she killed me 8 times
lol -_- wan say i noob den say la

oways i kill 1 she kill 1 de
like take turn

hmm...den cont game game game and game ~.~
whole day game nia

sien dao!!!! argh -_-
cant wait for thursday xD xD

hmm...
dis whole week...
im damn sick...
See doc about 3 or 4 times dy...

now doc say he suspect i having some serious health prob...damn freaking worry and scared...
zzz
i dono wat to do...
goin to check again soon...
to confirm whether got prob or not...
hope everything is ok
*sigh*

Continue...
that day dun hv enuf time to finish everything...
so now cont

Best jie of the year : lynn
reason : coz i oni got 1 jie...no choice d =x
nowaday like not so close with her d...dono y...hmm...but still fren la =)

lastly...Best muii of the year : xXFeLiiXx
reason: errr...she's caring...she's sweet...she's notti ~.~ she is nice to bully xD xD
dono how to describe her la...she wat oso dunwan tell me 1 -.- dat's y i apa pun tak tau...haiz


Decided to give some award

Best Friend of the year : xCm_
(guy)
reason : undefined...maybe bcoz he like to give advice and tell us his opinion
feel i closer to him this year...compare to last year
personalities : -always hide his feeling... -.- everytime i ask...dude...u got prob? his ans =no prob...small prob -.-
- oways think a lot -.- his brain damn advanced...but this personality sometimes bring weakness...

Best Gamer of the year : hj-_-noob
reason : no nid reason...if dun agree...go 1 v1 with him -.-
personality : the way he talk sometime may make me em song...but good oso...str8 forward...no backstab...nth much i know about him...i only know he love his gf --jean damn freaking much...LOL

Smartass of the year : Yongsin and Kahchoon
reason : go find out their results...den u will know the reason
personality : N/A ... this year seldom talk to them

Lamer of the year : Anson the lame and Ric + yang
reason : I just feel nia xD no offence
personality : LAME xD xD

wahaha xD
ytd is de 1st day i went BB but din kena pump xD xD
din pump at all

coz today not ric checking uniform xD
cm check ~.~
so im safe xD

then...P.T. time...bcoz friday dat day i run bck in de heavy rain..got athsma again ~.~
sien lo sick again -.-

so ytd go BB like din do anything nia ~.~

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hmm but at least got chance talk to some friend la...
like b4 parade...
talked to anson
about skol's exam ~.~
nerd's talk

talked to cm...
cant rmb talk about wat d...
shud be some crap la

talked to feli 0.o
dis 1 really cant rmb at all -.-
i only can rmb she keep asking how..
lol
normal la ~.~
she oways ask me how de
then she really dunwan her exam paper
haha
i hv to keep for 1 and a half month lo

then after dismiss 0.o
played cpt ball 0.o
i played cpt ball
lol

of coz play like shyt lo ~.~
coz i seldom play de la
I am a pure noob in sport ~.~
dat's y i oways dunwan to join

recently nth much happen la...
dunwan post any feeling or probs here d -.-
later kena shoot again...

K fine...
After everything goes like what u all want...
u all suddenly wan cancel everything...

u all wan to waste ur time i don't mind...
but u waste mine too..

summore bcoz of this shit i oredi scold by a few teachers for a few times

somemore hv to help u all to pujuk teacher for permission...
suddenly u all say DONWAN COME?!
WTF?!

then say wan cancel game after teacher bought the gift?!
u all planned the games
u all decided to buy the gifts..
and u all ask ME to tell teacher..
now suddenly cancel...
who is the one who will kena?!
ME?!

try think with ur brain...
i'm glad that i left the gang..
treat me like this

2moro got outing...
i wanted to go
summore got sijil...
summore all my REAL FRENZ goin

but bcoz of this piece of shit...
i didn't go!!!!

u all ask me and tot i will go?!
u all tot im that irresponsible?!
im not!!!

Those who spent 10 hours or 24 hours in spbt room doesn't mean they are responsible...
coz they can do anything in the room

those hu talk alot and gave a lot of idea also doesn't mean they are responsible...bcoz they din take any action...

seriously...im damn pissed now -.-
although they only say they MAYB wont come...
they got this kind of thought oredi make me damn angry...
but...i dun wan scold them...
dun wan use my power yet...

coz...i think sure got some backstaber...
dont think next year still can be de chairman d...
*i wont resign...coz i know if i resign they will be damn happy*

damn scared d...so called friends...
the apologize i oredi listen dao sien jor...
u will just keep repeating the mistakes...

mayb this is wat cm called MCB ba...
IDC la

facing problem in communicating with some1 -.-
everytime after talk to him/her damn beh song la -.-
zzZZ

mayb not only him/her nia
I think i having a big prob in communicate with others -.-
zzZZ
~.~ damn beh song laa

12 months

half year/6months wasted on rocket and end up i quit...
quit for some reason ~.~

study...
this 1 I will skip -.-
if talk about this sure kena fire+shoot+flame+attack by SOMEONE!!!
I will keep this in my mind -.-
conclusion: I hope I can improve and do better next year...will work harder ( hope so )
*think will hv group study in this holidays...cm promised that he will join ( mayb now he 4got...those who are interested can contact cm for more info )

relationships
1 word enuf -screwed
what kind of relationship oso same -.-
I din get closer with any friend...but i argued and screwed my relationship of friends...family...etc...

hmm...AJK's -.-
I hate this the most...last time no ranking...no power....
we can talk like normal...with jokes -.-
now...everytime talk...backstab ~.~ problems...
~.~ pening

and some close friend oso damn bad...make me em song nia
( siapa ni?tak tau...guess urself )
ish

sien la this year...hope next year will be better

hmm...我选择了离开...

因为受不住了...
所谓的朋友, 所谓的死党..
真的是把我当成朋友的吗?

我不知道...我不喜欢直接作结论...
我只能说...我感觉不到他们把我当成好朋友...
最多不过是可以随便说说笑...玩玩下的朋友而已...
还没有到真正的朋友的层次...

有什么好玩的大概都不会好好的邀我吧...
我觉得好像是随便叫叫而已...
这比没叫还惨...

我很稀罕吗?没有啊...
不喜欢就别叫啊...干嘛敷衍我...

我其实很久以前已经有这样的感觉了
只是zien 叫我回去..他的一番好意我不便拒绝...所以就回去了...

这种情况发生了两次...
心淡了啦
不想再去想这么多了

今天...我哭了...
今年的第一次...
彻彻底底的崩溃了...
[会看华语的请别帮别人翻译...特别是Feli...我就是不想给她看到这一篇...因为在很多人心中...我都已经是个坏到不能再坏...贱到不能再贱的人了..但是她还是对我很好...相信我...所以..拜托了...别帮她翻译]

友谊...学业...人事...
我已经不懂要怎么办了...

朋友...让我左右为难
今天...z 叫我帮忙... h和 k 就说我是背叛朋友

学业...
成绩没达到目标...不够努力

人事...
一考完试我就必须赶工...
赶完后没人感激..就只会数落我..
无功有过...

精神支柱--> Kat...Feli...CM...BB
如果没有他们..我可能已经傻了

但是..
不知道什么问题
最近有一个对我特别差了...
重重攻击下...
我不行了...

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wanted release all my feeling...that's why posted in mandarin...
Don't ask me whether I am ok or not..
I'm ok...promised someone to be tough...
and i will always be tough...
I will be the toughest person u've ever met in front of u all =)

blog is a place where i can release all my feeling...negative one...and also positive one

Hmmm...today's tuition again xD

I like tuition...haha
especially Mr.Kow's class -.-

Today, hmm...learn about last chapter of chemistry and physic heat's chapter

During heat's lesson...teacher asked y during experiment the result we got is usually higher ( value of heat capacity )

I gave a serious answer ( during the experiment..there is heat loss...so not all the energy supplied is used to raise the temperature...therefore..the reading of the temperature chg will be smaller...since C=Q/( m x temperature chg)....so ur temperature chg value smaller...ur C's value will be higher )

-.- BJ ask me y i so serious...teacher oso said he never expect i will give that kind of answer -.-
they tot i will crap and say..bcoz the book wrote like dis -.-

swts...i oso dono y...when my logic mode on...i wont talk crap zzzZ

btw damn happy la...
teacher said i can think logically xD xD
haha

I damn easy happy de xD xD got ppl praise me smart or watsoever...i oredi damn happy...lol

But...my logic mode din last long -.-
after few min...teacher asked again...y de engine cooler( i dono wat it calls) ... we fill in water but not other things...like oil? *nobody answer*

errr...y dun we fill in our urine?
then i answer : because we cant produce urine in large amount -.-

mana tau i kena zha bck...
he said: if u want i can produce for u...because I one day drink about 5l of water...

den i ask: is it enuf to fill the tank?

He said: i will try my best to produce as much as i can

zzZ

Damn fai 1 la him...
but i oso folo him fai tgt xD xD

haha
mood suddenly damn nice xD xD
hope my mood will oways be dis nice ba...

gonna miss the times i spent with u last time...
last time u gave me a lot of trust...
now no more...

~.~
don't know y...
nowaday got a lot rikimaru around me...

and oso got some fren keep blink away from me

haiz..biasa jor la...
immune oredi...

now feel like dying...damn bored...
im glad that exam left 2 days nia...after dat can spend more time with my real frens =) xD
finally...

finally can relax =)

Feel like wan to scold all the bad words that i know -.-

Spent a lot of time on the plan...but nobody appreciate it...zzZ

Spent a lot of time on friends -.- but they never believe me

Spent no time on study...exam result like shyt -.-

Trying to let it go but failed...

Don't know how to let it go. . .

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