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11 years...
a lot of things chg in 11 years

11 years ago
I'm still a small kid
now I'm a teen...who is able to take care of peoples and can be more independent...

11 years ago
perhaps...
my bro is still 2 cells----the gamete cell...
now he is a standard 3 student

Chgs
and a important 1
SMK Perimbun

11 years ago
SMK Perimbun is like hell
Devils in the school fight (with weapons ...I'm serious )
Cause troubles

There is a woman...came to this hell
and make changes...
She gave students and parents hope..
and she gave teachers spirit...
gave them the spirit to teach students...
let them continue their dream...
to educate teen and students

Hmmm...a lot students hate her
normal right?

Nobody had appreciate her...
until today...

31st of October...
This woman...Pn. Jamelah is leaving...

She is promoted...to be Timbalan Pengarah for something
We are supposed to be happy right?

Those who likes her...should be happy because she got promoted
Those who hate her..should be happy because no need listen to her voice again

But...somehow..
today..i didn't feel happy...

Honestly
like normal students
I hate teachers talk a lot during assembly..
It's damn boring...

But...today...this is the last time she talking in front of us...

As usual...
students talk...play nobody listening to her

well..
I'm one of them

until she ask us to clap "tepuk perimbun" and do "sorak juara"

She said today should be the last time she see these...
At that moment...
i feel bad for her...

A person who had spend 11 years in the school...
and turn the school from zero to 99...
From blacklist school to school of hope

Now she is leaving...
leaving the place that she had worked hard to improve...

leaving a place that she had work for 11 years...

Teachers reminded us not to cry...
reminded us to be strong

somehow...
our principal cried
and a lot teachers cried

when i saw they hugging principal...
suddenly i feel like im crying...

somemore when she leaving she keep saying she will miss us...

Maybe it's because of things that happen around me makes me emotional today...
but seriously

Pn. Jamelah leave us...it's a big loss for us...

Same like what lynn did...i would like to thank Pn. Jamelah sincerely...

*sorry dudes...nowaday don't want post coz a lot of bad things happen...if post oso all emo thing only...dunwan spoil ur mood =) don't want show my weak side in front of u all *

There is a limit for everything...if u get over the limit...it will burst/over-heat/happen sumthing dat u can't control

If this kind of situation happen for ur mental
we name it as emo

*i expected today to be a nice day...but . . . . . . . . . .

zzzZ
Today came here for 2 things

1st...addmaths news -.- our class's average result for paper 1 = below 30
geng leh -.- 1st class oso like dis
puik!!!!

i know dis time my addmaths sure die jor geh...just dat i never tot will be dis low...haiz
below 30 -.-

summore when teacher say highest is 75...dono which monkey or pig...or wateva said my name....zzzz..@#$@#$$ dono wats my lvl dun cincai say la...

lol but after dat i cursed that ppl -.- i dun care hu she/he is...
that fella...hu get 75 for addmaths...i curse him/her to fail her/his bio xD xD

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2nd thing -.-

that day...i think is 2days ago...
got 1 fella sms me...ask me don't talk bad bout him and HER...
zzzz
wat the heck oh -.-
i whr got talk bad about u...
lagi la she's my fren leh -.-
i BTmeh...
haiz

u sendiri tau hu r u la -.-
dono hu the heck told u i talk bad bout u zzzz
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Feli!!!
14days d xD xD
c hu win la =x =x
Those hu got sms feli in dis 14days tell me ya...
she 6 days oso cant tahan liao...
c she can tahan tak sms for how long xD
rmb hu lose den hu kena knock head ah =x =x
10 times xD

Oct 18th was a nice day xD

morning wake up like normal la...nth special
after eat den cont polish -.-
duno y de belt so damn difficult to polish de zzzz

from 12am polish to 2am...also tak boleh
then from 12pm polish to 1pm -.- also belum habis polish zzz

k den terus cont to BB!!

Today leh...got no phy training and target class...coz got test...for HIV de xD

Our lovely, cute, funny, naughter,goodie fren..."some1" la...
damn pro leh xD
hahaha
damn nice to bully xD xD

My test leh...2minutes kau tim jor lurrr

dat "some1" leh...bcoz kena bully by sq ldr and me ( actually i din bully la =x )
she used about 15min -.-

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The way she explain bout HIV damn funny la ... too bad HJ and cm not thr...if not syok lo...
hahaha

as usual la...
dat dai siew jie after kena bully merajuk lo..
lol

but awhile nia =x
after awhile nth jor de...
she oways like dis 1 la..haha

then during GOH training
belum start kena pump 1st...
i saw dis "sum1" when kena pump still can smile ( or laugh...im not sure )
damn pro xia...lol

then today GOH training got 1 Sir from 3rd kj de -.- like damn blur nia...
he gave alot of wrong instruction.. lol
need primer to remind him

then train till 7 lo...
still okok la...not very tired oso ~.~

then feli go BB room order bck thing lo...
1 min b4 she order those thing....ric just said today is 18th -.-
after 1min she cant rmb wat ric said d -.-
padan muka...kena knock head by yang xD xD
hahaha

k~~~
can go home jor...
today jian fetch us bck...
lol
de way he drive quite shuang xD
mayb learn from sir tan geh

after reach home...as usual...bathe...eat...den online ~.~
sienz
haven study bm...dying













Today's addmaths ^
question 6 xD

i cant rmb how to do cf...so i cr8 my own method xD
answer is wrong...but im proud of myself xD

Bio screw up xD
dun care la
din read...how to score -_-

after school many ppl keep complaining addmaths and bio damn difficult...but when i complain i kena zha -_-

they say i crap wor..
addmaths for me cheap wor..
zadao
u all can complain y i cannot?
dun make ur own conclusion dat im good in addmaths lo -_-
lol

once again...i dun care...
dun blif suan la
haha

~.~
then today tuition and game like usual lo..
online but nth to do...kinda sien~.~

2MORO NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! XD
after dis week relax abit jor xD
all sucks subject end jor...
*pls read properly...i mean sucks subject...sj not included...sj is shyt subject -_-

Anyway...take my time to rest..i wont study -_-
waste my energy..zzZ

Exam week...week of hell -_-
this week really damn shyt man
all shyt paper in this week -_-

Dono how the teacher set time table de...
damn her la...
all essay and exp paper in 1st week...
den all objective last week...
deng -_-

i love my chem tuition teacher....
coz he gave us a set of paper 2 do last saturday...
3 question from dat paper came out for exam -_-

when doin the chem structure question i can say i no nid use brain oso zzz
after read de q my hand automatic move =x

but essay part -_-zzz
screw up la...

overall chem was still ok la...

phy really damn bleedy tough man -_-
only felicia say it's ok -_-

after teacher collect paper i heard alot ppl complaining zzzZZ

haiz...
well bck to my normal mode -_- exam nia ma...who care?
a a**h*** that play game during exam...
online during exam...
what can i expect?!
pass nia la!

zzZZ

i now oredi can imagine my tuition teacher scolding me " sau pei la !!! "
=_=

btw today damn sien -_-
2moro acc exam ....
another shyt day to face T T

-_-
Today is a rushing day for me...
+ de night incident...i can say today is a damn bleedy hell day...

morning...extremely rush...
7am woke up....8am tuition...

non stop....from 8---around 2pm...
so i rush down to a stall to buy some food la...
bought 1 pau...
eat half nia...den Sir Max reach d...terpaksa eat in van lo..
paiseh lo ... eat in front of sir...
wat to do? too busy -_-

k...move on...BB lo
planned wear mufti nia...
end up chg to full U -_- coz sq ldr ask me wear full long time ago

feli asked me not to wear full..lol
pai si la...

overall today geh BB is...like normal lo
worship oso normal...coz jr all not thr...kinda cold...no respon geh

den bible class...
oso normal...
blur all the time...
when pastor asked...when u wan improve...1st thing u shud do is?

I said : identify de problem -_- mana tau alot ppl laugh 0.o funny meh? =x summore anson say me nerd..lol

Dun care la...biasa jor...

den is SD lo
today sq2+ sq 4

Pair up and talk bout HIV and AIDS
anson's mind like damn clean...lol

when i talk bout breasfeeding/condom...he started to laugh -_-
zadou

but overall still ok la...

den move on...target class -_-
today swt betul...the game biasa la...annual camp play jor de...

set up tent oso biasa la...
but when keep tent zadou lo -_-

Sir ask fella to lie on the tent and roll -_-
sai em sai oh?
nobody wan to do
so Sir ask me to do...
k fine nvm -_-
so i did...
i knew sir sengaja de la...
but nvm la...play xia nia ma

GOH...like biasa...
the only unusual part is today no pump...coz biasa is whole sq pump tgt de...
today individually...

after keluar baris...sumthing happen la...
bad thing...but not happen to me la

nth special until
around 10pm la -_-
deng la
got some dumb shyt happen again...
i mean AGAIN and AGAIN...
it's like a cycle...
haiz

K...let's start from the morning...
i started today with a nice morning...
Today is the 1st time...after the holiday..i woke up late...
Good morning brings me a good day...
guess what?
School start at 7.20...i woke up at 7 =)

Nvm then, i good boy...so even though i woke up late....still...i went school...
because got a few things to do...

The most important one is to bring the sj tips to my horny friend -_-
If not then my species will extinct...**i hope no people know what i mean**

So went school, everything is like normal...
as usual...i can't fit into the old gang already...because some fella made me pissed off and vice versa...i made them pissed...

So...as usual...whenever i give A comment...i will get some so called "gangbang"

Still...nvm...it's just a beginning -_- maybe later will have some nice thing...

0.o it really came to the climax of the day...
after moral...i lost my chemistry's reference book ( which is full of information and exam's tips )
=)
Nice right? monday exam...today is last schooling day b4 exam...and i lost my book...
my one and only chemistry reference book...
all my tuition note oso lost already...
I'm so dying...but...my thought is: don't care -_- can't change anything already...

After the climax nothing big already...
wanted to help cm find people but i didn't know today form1 all off...wasted time

wanted to play game but end up with pc overheat -_-
Can't play...

Totally nice day =)
*Those who got read my blog ... please pray for me...hope i won't fail*

Guess a lot ppl watch 'Money not Enough 2' already right?

Maybe some of u may tak rasa anything when watching de money. but im touched by some of the scene.

Got 1 time.the youngest brother said,
' have u all feel poorer den no money? u will face this situation when u got nobody that love u around u...when u face dis kind of situation...u are poorer den u got no money..'

That time, i was kinda agree with dis point...but, after i watch till de way they treat their mom...i chg my stand...

i think...the poorest person in de world is ' those hu doesn't love ppl around them...especially their mom..'

When i watch the movie, i was thinking...why 1 mother can take care 3 children but after the grown up...they cannot take care their mom pulak?


why?!
Their mom helped them when they facing problem...
but when their mom is sick...why they cant take care their mom?

their mom is oways there when they need help...
but when their mom needs help....they trying to escape from the responsibility of a son...

starting of the movie...their mom lives happily in the eldest bro house...
den, she become a 'ball'...kick by the sons...1 week 3 times... monday tuesday 2nd son's house....wed thur eldest son house....fri sat sun 2nd son's house...

a 80++ old woman...have to shift 3 times a week...
i rely cannot tahan the sons attitude...

summore de worst case is...
de youngest son let his mom slp in toilet ...diu

de 2nd son better...he let his mom live outside of a toilet

c-ing their mom crying alone ...im like so touch...

dat time i like telling to myself ...i cant treat my mom like dat
kinda noob hor 0.o watch movie nia oso like dis...

the final part...horrible part...their mom is dying...

de 2nd son got 2 choice...save his mom...or his daughter...
he chose his daughter...

this make his mom damn sad....lost all the hope d...
after being hurt by his sons( by sending her to old folks house)
she chose end her life herself...
she sacrifice again....for her son...and her granddaughter...
poor woman...she spent her whole life and sacrifice everything for her sons....but she cant even die peacefully...all of her sons argue b4 she die...

after dis whole money....i once again teringat de words...
IF WE CANT LOVE OUR MOM DAT WE C DAILY...HOW CAN WE LOVE THE GOD THAT WE CANT C? *copycat again*

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