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Sunday
Went for a trip.
erm...
quite nice la -_-
but too bad cant online

went to a waterfall in pahang la
the waterfall got nth special la..
but 45minits trip to the waterfall is 'special'...
quite nice...and quite danger...
coz we take jeep to the waterfall ma
then de driver drive damn fast -_-
the road is only one-car-wide zzzzZZ
but for young-ster like us ok la xD

got 1 car there all 70++ de old man old woman
dono got kena heart att onot

coz that 1 not normal road ma...
it's like jalan hutan...but got ppl sengaja make lubang thr...so thet the tourist will feel like nicer -_-

so after the 45minits trip...we reach the waterfall...
quite nice la the view

the view really nice


nature is nice

dont vomit -_- look at dis kind of human...they throw this kind of rubish here...damn...TMD...f****...spoil the feel d la -_- im a nature lover la...

my bro...posing happily
they 2 went waterfall...but din even touch water -_-

Advice for some friends.
Please learn not to care.
If people think you got problem/you did something wrong which u think u didn't , well let them be, for what argue since they will find 100 reasons to attack you?


-_-
next thing,
Final countdown
21 days to final exam.

For about 3months, I didn't open any of my textbook or reference book.
In another word, I had stop studying for 3 months -_- but got go tuition. hope it will helps a bit.

I know a lot people won't believe I didn't study.
Well -_- never mind.
Because, I got study or not you all also will call me a nerd -__- so once again, why should i prove to everyone that I'm not a nerd?! -_-

Explained 1k times already.
Many people also know I keep playing games, but still they wanna say I keep studying.
I also hope that I'm that hardworking.
If I'm, I won't get screw in mid-term and monthly test.

zzZZ
Things and lucky not going well in this few day.
Hope I will have a better day tomorrow.

got no mood to do anything -_-
i hate human

Things always go wrong
hate this zzzZZ

by the way, today's meeting was ok.
Everything planned already.

Thats all for today.
no mood

Long time no blog already
hmmm...because recently nothing happy happen...if write too much bad thing then u all also feel bored right? so i decided not to write those thing.

yesterday, BB like normal.
went there saw felicia.
0-0 today she so quiet, 1st time see feli so quiet.

she just keep smiling only -_-
weird.

k move on.
today bible class keep changing place -_-
somemore me and cm what also don't understand,
lol 2 fella blur there.

then after bible class
they all got exam,
i go for target.

have to cook maggi -_-
easy job for me =x

but there got some fella said they never cook before 0-0
whao!

after target drill like normal lo
then dismiss.

today got musical instrument class.
learn a few notes -_-
i guess music is not for me

so after that have to go home lo -_-
while waiting mom i told feli bout 1 of my dream xD
haha

then when she walk home she kena scared by this dream -_-
dai sei la u felicia!!! wakakaka

7pm
went for a mooncake festival thing
passed d...
but still got this kind of thing -_-
boring la....
what to do?
my bro went so i oso have to go

all of the prog oso damn boring geh...
unless for de dancing 1 la =x
elvy and karen dancing xD
wahhh
i'm not concentrating on her dance -_-
keep looking at her nia -_-
*guy's normal reaction...when saw lenglui sure like dis geh*

so after few HOURS...i asked my mom to send me home 1st -_- coz thr sudd short circuit...lol

after few minutes ok jor la...but i oso dunwan c d la...so mom send me home...online lo
dota lo -_-
dats all lo

Today, there is something funny to share.
There is one fella, talked to me, and told me, the way i manage things got problem.

haha. of course, I asked him why he say so.
He gave me a damn bleedy hell answer!!

' Do you know I am a AJK? You planned jamuan and you didn't tell me. You didn't involved me in the AJK list? I feel like I cannot cooperate with you all. I feel like quiting.' this is what that fella say.

After listen to this SHIT.
I feel like shouting.
But well, fine.
Still I want to be a leader, so I controlled my temper.

But of course, I feel angry.
That's why I wanna blog now.

There are a few answer for all of his question above.

1. Once again, I wanna repeat. This plan haven't approve by our BEST principal.So for what I inform all the members bout this activity?

2. You said you saw the AJK list. Very well, did you relise the previous list, F&B's AJK all also chinese? This is a malay school. You think I will dumb until let all chinese in charge F&B?The way I manage thing may not be perfect, but I will think before I act. Don't judge me on your own view.THANKS ALOT

3. This may be rude. But I wanna tell you. Since you know you are AJK, please respect your chairman. The way you talk to me got some problem. Even if I didn't put you into jamuan ajk list, so what? This is my decision.

4.I told you all I want to have some meeting. If I already decided all the things, for what I want this meeting? THINK with your BRAIN, not with your emotion. USE IQ IN THIS SITUATION, AND USE YOUR EQ AS WELL. DO NOT JUST SIMPLY CRAP!!!

Maybe what lynn say is true.
I am having some problem.
Don't really care.
If you really wanna complain, straight come in front of me or find teacher.
DO NOT BACKSTAB.
I know someone doing some shit behind of me.

. . . . . .

I hope this is the last time I do this.
Today EST, some people didn't finish homework and want to escape.
Of course including me.

When I took the key from teacher i felt so guilty.
I won't do it again.


From now, everything i do, sure will bring benefit for SPBT.
Otherwise, I won't do it.
Don't want to do anything selfish already.

I didn't want to use all these bad wordS.
But I just can't control -.-
diu...
tmd~!!!!

Today was a Fucked up day -.-
Actually what happened wasn't too bad also.
Maybe there are something to do with my mood la.

So today, during IM time.
SPBT's s/u and her friend,
they told me,
shwu ming lost her kad koko during previous meeting.

Well,
then i ask,
'why ask me? I'm not the P.I.C. also.'

Then they said,
teacher said she didn't keep.
former chairman said she passed to someone.

-.-
Still, what to do with me?
That day I conducting a discussion, these thing all I don't know.

Then Shwu Ming cry -.-
fine.
no more choice -.-

since they are not discussing this problem with me, but they are informing me that i have to find the card,
so,
I'm forced to find it -.-

Then,
here come another fucked up shit.

The s/u ask why i didn't inform her about the discussion thing( about our jamuan)
She said she has to do some report thing ( but teacher already asked angelina to do)
OK.
I wanted to explain.
But her friends all support her -.-
all say i irresponsible.

WTH!!!!

there are a few reason.
1st: That is not a official meeting. It was like a common chat.

2nd: we haven't confirm whether teacher will approve or not.

3rd: That day she chose to leave early. Can't she ask us herself?

4th: She got a assistant while i got no. Can't her assistant and so called FRIENDS inform her?!

When i want to explain.
She don't want to listen -.-

Then she said she want to change assistant.
wahhh...Who she think she is?
She got no right to change the AJK list -.-

And one main thing -.-
Can't she discussed with her chairman properly with correct tone?
Give some respect please.
You scold me in front of memberSSSSS.
Even s/u show no respect to chairman, what you expect the other members will do?

I had try my best to conduct all activities.
i had plan a lot of activities.
Compare with the former chairman,
she did nothing.
Can't you just show a bit respect?!

Want scold,
can.
But not in front of class -.-
And not w/o a valid reason -.-


p/s I am human too. I got my emotion and feeling

Im here...but dono wat to write ~.~
hmmm...
skol like normal nia

im still me
still in de same skol
and still all de homeworks are incomplete

and still
still kena sound
and still
still i dun care

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ok
all those shyt dun care la

BM can finish dis time shud b np de la
ermmm...
nowaday got a few thing to complete...
any1 can teach me do kertas kerja for persatuan thing?

checklist
-chem done
-bio half
-kertas kerja for jamuan [incomplete]

damn sien xia

dis few day i think will concentrate on Dota
wan train till pro 1st xD

i know la i noob now...dun lc xin -.-

hmmm...
bout de course story
still in progress...
if use feli geh term
im still hunting -.-

still looking for her ~.~
hu ask me so noob

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