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我是一个处事冷静的人
是一个不会说话的人
是一个什么事都随随便便的人
是一个什么事都收着的人吧

我认为
全世界
只有两种(两个)人可以相信

一种叫死人
另一个就是你自己

所以
我很少跟人谈心事
谈天时
都是聊些
色色的=x

也许
就是因为我太冷静
又不会控制自己
所以弄到很多人都不会跟我相处

不过
我也习惯了啦

这么多年了
我还不是一个人活着下来了
一个人又不会死
只是闷了点而已嘛=)

不过呢
yongsin 就骂我
说不能这么说
老子就是这样
能怎么样该呢?

我就是不会表达
你要老子怎样?0-0

你要我将物理化学生物学可以啦

不过话说回来
谁会理我呢 -.-
不是说我想被注意啦
这是有是憋得苦了
还是要发泄的

haiz...
算了吧
红尘来去一场梦
一切看开点咯
当作是场恶梦吧=)

Hmmmm....
Today get some result d
overall still okok

BI-73 ( dun care la...everytime oso damn low de la )
Bio-72 ( din study...dats y get dis mark )
Chem-90 ( before dat 88 geh..after argue with teacher [noble gases=non-metal] den oni bcome 90)
Addmaths-95 ( i knew last q i wrong liao de...algebra prob)

Hmmmmm...
today bu shuang lo -.-
En.remi said we have to retake out test...
ermm...shud b a good thing rite? got 1 more chance to do better

but de point is...we must retake de exam bcoz some1 stole de exam paper...
and En.remi kena scold for dat...

de way he talk damn wai dai lo
he damn cham lo -.-
walao for wat go steal de exam paper jek...
i damn em song dat fella lo
En.remi got gv us tips liao ma...
den if u all wan come ask alfa's fren la( dun ask me..coz when teacher tell im not paying attention)

if u practice based on de tips he gave...u can get above 80 for sure
for wat go do dat kind of thing?

and some1 said...alfa's studentS oso involved in dis case
WTF?!
ALFA?!
Image all gone d -.-
En. remi is not a best teacher for me...but still he is a good teacher...
better den Our Pendidikan XXXXX teacher teach add maths la...

he say mayb he will shift skol lo
walao...
haiz
wat to do?

finally....
after 3 days of living hell...
the calm has come.....

haiz..
really dunwan face the result lo -.-
maths cant get 100 for sure d

WHY?!
coz i ignore '1'
u know wat?
'1' is perfect square
oo u know
paiseh i duno
dats y i lost 15 marks -.-
dumb rite?

den physic...walao A
zafran...i pui fuk u...
de q is so damn bloody difficult..
actually not very difficult la
i cant do bcoz i din study..din practice...
den when thr are just 10min left...
i oni know teacher set G=10m/s*

Acc...
once again...
imbangan duga which is tak seimbang

Addmath
algebra oso do wrong

BM+BI
dis 2 no nid say la
oways ruin my life de subs

Chem...
De essay part i can't do~.~

Bio
Never enter class for nutrition
cant answer

Est
explain de meaning by ur own word
OMG...u know wat? i can explain it in BC if u wan...BI... -.- how i explain?

sj
as usual
tak tau at all

So...u all can imagine my results....
-.-

anyway...suan le ba
next time study lo ( hope i really will study next time )

Ermm...today is feli bday oh...
i gave her my 1st time xD
1st time do card...
not so nice la...
coz im not creative like lynn ma
but at least i got de heart ma
hati ikhlas hor =p

ermmm...then today something happen lo
post in geng-frenz-bloggie liao

Den nth special d
dats all for today la

~.~
boring
test week...
every1 bz study
~.~ but i dunwan to study laaaa

ermm today's test
chem- i duno wat the heck i wrote
add maths- coordinate duno how to do
BM- like usual ... just crap some shyt

Conclusion: E=W; energy=work ...
since i din use any energy in study..so i guess u all can predict my work ( test result )
*** if cm read dis he sure say im nerd AGAIN~.~***

2moro sj,bio,maths,est
mati kau kau
i wont study sj and bio gua...
concentrate in maths..wan score 100 to sumbat the teacher's mouth...
den photocopy 100 copies as kebenaran....
Hope I Can la....any1 can pray for me? =p

hope i can be like Thomas Wilson...
commit suicide
sounds so nice...
everything end
free from pain and sorrow

but too bad i still got alot of dream to complete and accomplish..
cannot gv up...

finally i understand why many ppl say human cannot survive...cannot live w/o dreams...
w/o dreams...i had oredi die..i think so

why?
i said b4...my life=my story
but the story is not goin like wat i expected...
in de past few 'chapters'
i tot i will be a smart and lucky fella
but now i realized im not...
i am so dumb...

this week...
maths teacher challenged our class...
i really hope i can get 100 for maths dis time...
but it really sounds so difficult for me...
it's just like impossible

dis is de 1st time i know wat is stress...

btw...
i am not oni dumb in study...
in socialize...i am worse...
i really duno how to talk to other ppl
i mayb good in argue
mayb good in presenting some shyt
mayb good in scolding ppl

but im totally sucks in talking to ppl [ proven]

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im lost...
finally i knew im not as smart as i tot
im just ego

my attitude really got problem

今天所发生的事
好坏参半

BB open day 呢...早上满多人来的,报名的也不少
下午的人就少些.
ermm...我负责的展览站呢...还不错吧
虽然我只是一知半解
但是凭着讲骗话不眨眼的鬼斧神工...还是骗了不少人...
讲起来竟然头头是道...如数家珍=x
Sir 和 madam 还称赞我呢xD

可见我平时骗人的工夫也可以是很有用的 =x

晚上...闷...
给一些人弄到我极度不爽
-.-
只有在需要时才会找我
无事不登三宝殿

没有事时,我找他,他都不理我
-.-
walao A
什么人来的

老子那里对不住你
需不需要这样哦-.-
也不是第一次了
早该习惯了
但是真的是很不爽啦

偏偏我就是有个习惯
见到人家有问题
能帮着帮
不懂为什么-.-
拿来衰的

好心情一扫而空
破屋又遇连夜雨,漏船又遇打头风
老子几时才有好运?-.-
只有考试时吗?
今天就这样多吧...下线去了

--老子于2008/7/26 不爽时狂草--

Study hard ( memorizing)
-result= can be very very good / okok / very bad
*bcoz not every1 can use dis method...some ppl....after study for 2 hours++...their brain can be still blank...nth enter their brain

-time required=long

- can be very boring

-make u feel tired

-effect :
=u will become a nerd.
=u got the knowledge..but u can't apply it in ur life
=u bcome very stressful
=most important part--->u got no life =x

study smart( applying simple sc concept in ur life )
-doesn't need long time...u just need about 1 hour to do revision.

-result: depends on u...if u paying full attention in skol...u can get very very good result

-how to study smart?!
=1. study de fact...read the statement/ theory
=2. try to find some question about de statement/ theory /sc principle / fact ( example: how does this thing happen? wats de effect? can we c dis phenomena in our daily life? )
=3. try to figure it out ourselves...if fail...den ask for help from TEACHER(pls don't ask ur fren...bcoz they r students..same like u)
=4. try to apply dis concept / theory in ur daily life...

- by using dis method....u can study w/o stress...u wont be too tired


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my way to study sc =x
for me memorizing really sien + boring + crazy
dats y..i oways use dis method to study...understanding de concept ~.~

physic chemistry and biology is oways related to our daily life...
by applying and observing dis theory/concept in our daily life...
den it will be easier to rmb... ~.~

------------for those hu think im a nerd den no nid to read--------
-----------for those hu think im crapping oso no nid to read--------
------------for those hu think im writing fai wa oso no nid to read--------

~.~
paiseh..got nth better to do

erm...
de following week...wanna write bout every frens and human around me...
every1 that had appear in my life...

start with hu better leh =p
think 1st la...

ermmm..today in skol like din study anything oso...coz i am not paying attention xD
especially sj...walao damn slpy =.=

ermmm...
today's peristiwa penting:
- pei yee brought a dress for me... -.- walao A...thank God i no nid to wear...wahahaha....
-Pass up all BM homework d...but some tak kemas geh...scared kena scold...
-chem exp...teacher say no nid folo result to do report...i wonder we do dat exp for wat -.-
-saw song yeing's new gf...kacau them...the f1 girl damn funny lo...so shy geh...

Ermmm....then dis saturday BB recruitment day lo...ric say every1 must bring at least 1 family to church dat day... -.- can't find any1..goin to die

that's all for now la..mayb tonite update again la

Today goin to sell stickers with st john's member...actually i planned to go to edar brochure with feli,xiao lye, josh they all geh..but haiz...still got alot sticker left....

st john started at 7.30...i woke up at 7.20.. -.- shit man...terus brush teeth and chg...no time to eat oso...

reach thr...im not worry at all...coz st john got no punishment...paling paling bad oso hentak kaki nia...hentak kaki 100 1,2 oso no nid scare la =x

so as usual...just masuk baris lo..nth happen oso...and as usual...all the members not serious at ALL...damn shit man..even sedia oso like main main...walao A..recruit nvm la...mana tau kadet thr oso same -.-

den break into groups to go different area to sell...

1st time i same team with hj...

den BJ chg me to kat's group...dat so lou ask whether im happy onot... -.- swts lo...happy for wat? -.- which group oso same de la...sell sticker nia ma...and in kat's group i dun hv any fren oso...

den last time...chg to ky's group...

after they all finish dividing us into group...ajk start discuss lo...den all the member start to talk and chging their group themselves lo...no discipline at all lo....even dalam keadaan sedia oso like that lo...em song lo.... some of the ajk oso dun hv teladan...playing with member..walao

if keep continue like dis...st john mmg jadi sien john lo... -.-
coz they duno when to serius;when to play...
prestasi sure jatuh de...haiz...so disappointed to some of the ajk la...

but got 1 fella really impressed me...
SREE...
wahhh he damn serious lo....
finally he know how to control his LUST and DESIRE =x
gratz dude =x

k after all the shitS happen in skol...start our 'journey'
we discuss la...how to go to our area...alam jaya...
i suggest to walk la...coz wait bus sien lor...
den angela say wan take bus...
but majority say wan walk...
so walk lo xD

den all the junior quite geng lo...not like angela =x
sikit sikit say tired liao =xxxx
after reach taman orkid thr...angela cant tahan liao...
she and ky rest thr lo...
we all pandai pandai la..
dunwan kacau..
so i lead all the junior, small kids to alam jaya lo...

got 1 junior damn cute lo...
her name cant rmb d
something hui tian...
ask her to sell stickers with 1 guy...
she is like i paksa her to marry that guy -.-lll
bantah kau kau

k den nvm...but cant let her and her frens sell themselves de ma...
coz 3 oso girls ma...
danger ma...
if feli nvm la...
she sot 1...
damn geng de...
they all f1 nia...

so i go with them lo... -.-
sien lo...sell with small girls...
all shy shy de..especially hui tian...
oni 1 girl pandai sell... 4got her name

ermm...saturday ma...
alot ppl still got work..
so housing area cant sell much...
den chg place lo
we meet with ky and eat together...
then go to alam jaya geh pasar thr...
nth to do..
sien
den ejek hui tian with hanjon and f1 guy(lesbian yap)
ky joined...
den ejek her together...
xDDDDD

after that...
go sunway cheras lo
alot rich guy live thr

got 1 guy hor...
sit in teksi
we din ask him to buy or donate oso
he ask us something himself...
the conver is as below:

the guy: boy!!!! what r u all doin with the container ( de derma tin)???

ky and me : ooh sir...we r collecting donation for our st john's flag day...we will use dis money to buy ambulance. . . . . . . .(then the guy stop our explaination)

the guy: ambulance?! i am donating 30 cent...u all can buy ambulance with 30 cents?

me: oh sir...30 cents nvm...we can buy a plaster =p or medicine

the guy: ooh...ic...ok...very good ah u all...

(then he pay RM12..or RM22..4got)

they guy: u all r good children...God bless u all=)

quite good la him...coz normally if ppl saw the tin..sure terus lari d...
but he donate sendiri pulak...
God bless him too =)

after that..sudd boonjun call...
scold us( the way he talk make me feel he scolding us la..we not doin anything wrong oso...the juniors sendiri say wan sell de)..he ask us y we haven go bck skol -.-
the way he talk make me em song...

then bring the juniors to suntex lo...
coz i wan go BB and 1 girl wan go sjkc bt9 ma...
so go church thr 1st lo...

den sudd hui tian like damn diam nia...ky and me ma ask lo...
tired izzit?
she say no....she dunwan to talk coz water habis jor...
kesian them la...
work so long d...water habis d...
summore so tired...
so after reach church thr i ma belanja them lo...
no money d la...
so suet cha nia...
coz need belanja them to take bus oso...
ky say mayb cab claim back la...
but cannot claim bck oso nvm la...
i mmg planned to belanja them liao
they all so guai ma...
takkan thirsty oso nth to drink...

den wait the f1 girl to go home lo...
den i go BB lo
chg the T-shirt...
if not sure kena pump..

BB
worship same nia...shuang!!!
ermmm
today special thing is the badge class part...different coz got discussion for next week open day....
i am in exhibition part...
shuang lo can take part xD

den drill...ermm abit tak biasa leh...
BB de perlahan jalan like...every1 like tahan langkah de...
hope later can biasa la...

den dismiss...go home lo
ermmm...im de ldr for station 2...
so in charge of badge and camp's info...
hui min jason thow and his bro same group with me...
and lynn say im wat shift master..havto make sure every1 be thr b4 8.30

den ric say next week must bring sum1 to open day...
walao sei lo...
bring hu oh?!

so saturday was quite tiring...but overall quite nice oso la...
the oni shit part is...
my connection sudd got prob...
whole night cant online...
damn it

付出，永远不等于收获？
我之前没做很多过于功课...现在就给老师一一补回...还是一样多...
根据化学原理来说...你用了多少原子来生产...生成品就会有多少原子...
物理学也是说...你用多少力气大一样东西...它就会以同样的力度回击于你...
不好意思..书呆子的习惯又来了

到底...付出真的是永远不等于收获的吗？根据科学来说的话...基本上是...付出等于收获...但是...到底对不对呢？

真的吗？我倒是没想过
因为呢...我看过一本书，他写，当你做事之前，精打细算，计较收获，那么那件事情你还是别做算了....先声明...我并不是说三思而后行不对...只是说...做事情别太计较收获...因为其实有些时候...你不知不觉中也得到了很多...只是你看不到而已...

所以...
别抗议...别说付出不等于收获
因为人就是由这个缺点
得不到的就看得很清楚
得到了的东西却又看不见
失去的东西看起来特别可贵
在身边的东西就一眼也看不上

有时候，就是太容易得到收获
太容易得到，反而让你忽略了他的存在

世界是公平的
上天不会亏待有付出的人

总有一天
你能看到你付出的回报

那时你会知道
并不是付出不等于收获
只是你忽略了你的收获
或者
收获还没到而已

wat u get is oways less then wat u hv paid?!
is it true?
according to my exp
i din do how much bm's hwk...i hv to redo now...it's fair
according to law of chemistry...u put how many mol of atom to produce chemical...den de product will hv de same mol of atom inside

according to law of physic...newton 3rd law...u use how many force to hit an object...the object will hit back u with de same force

lol paiseh..my nerd habit...everything berkaitan with sc...

to be continue..hv to off d

Karagan bertema EMO...if it's not BC's hw den can ask lynn teach me =x



不久之前，这里是多么的热闹，充满了欢笑。才过了几个月，这个充满了喜气的天地，已经成了一个寂寞的角落，一个被人遗忘了的角落。



开学的那一天，我们六个人，一进班，就不约而同的选了这六个位子。自从那天起，这个地方就欢笑连连。老师上课时，我们六人也不忘开开小玩笑，给班上添了不少喜气，上课时也不那么闷了。



那时，我们六个小伙子，都是一副初生牛犊不怕虎的样子。上课总是嘻嘻哈哈的，每一刻认真，却狂妄自大地说要考好成绩，要拿班上前十名。如今想回去，还真的觉得我们真是可笑。世事就如双刃剑，有坏处就一定会有好处，我们虽然狂妄自大，却倒也有一些本事，我们之间既然都说要考好成绩，自然而然的，就会有良性竞争。谁也不要让对方比下去。因此，各自使出各自的看家本领。有的回家拼命作练习；有的上课专心听书；有的不死读书，靠着过人的理解能力听课；有的课本当着小说看。



皇天不负有心人。我们这群小伙子，既然付出了努力，成绩自然的也蛮标青啦！我们之间，各有千秋，有的科目我强，有的你强，所以互相帮忙的话，年终考要在进一大步，其实也不是什么难题。



但是仔细想一想，我们六人都要强好胜，即使课业上有问题，都也不可能向别人讨教的。



几个月前，六剑客中的其中一位，桃花运盛，交上了女朋友。因此，他刻意换位，离开了我们愉快的天地。但是也怨不得人，新婚‘夫妻’嘛！如胶似漆，再正常不过了。所以虽然我们心里不快，却也没出什么怨言。



自此，六剑客就只挣五人了。虽然少了一人，可是我们倒也是没变，嬉闹如初。老师也拿我们没办法。



不过，才没过多久，问题又来了。我们五人同时参与了一项物理比赛。几个人意见上有了分歧，开始吵了起来。一般上来说，朋友之间吵架，也没什么。对不对？可是，这场架可吵得太久了。因为，它就像绵绵不绝的大海浪，一波未平一波又起；像雪球，越滚越大。五个人，一个星期，可没好好地说过几句话。一说话，一聊天，就会吵起来。当真让人心烦。



原本喜气洋洋，欢声不绝的小天地，突然变成吵声不绝的战场。不过是场比赛嘛！尽力而为就好。到底为什么要吵呢？



一连几天，我们五人都是黑头黑脸的上课，全都没心情。班上的同学可能会开心些吧！因为他们终于耳根清静了，终于能好好听书了。

渐渐的，五个人就一天一天的，一个接一个的，搬走了，离开了原本的位子。留下的就只有我一人。在这个充满了回忆，曾经带给我们无数的欢笑，被众人遗忘了的角落。

每当我回到班上，见到他们，见到我们的座位，我不禁感慨：人是一样的人；地方也还是一样的地方；可是，当天的情谊，却已经不一样了啊！

人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。人每天都在变，友谊万岁？很难啊！无论如何，我总还是抱着希望，希望有一天，六剑客能回到被他们遗忘的角落。

My bro :2moro i mayb not goin BB
Me : y?

My bro :alot of thing to do...folio drama (bla bla bla...he listed a few project la....all oso easy easy de...can finish within hours)
Me :oh..no nid skip la....i can help u la....after come back from BB i can help u do folio...type drama's script

My bro: dunwan la...i no nid ur help...btw i hate drill
Me : if u hate drill u can discuss with sir...c wat he say lor

My bro : dunwan la...at de end sir sure say i must drill
Me : u just try and ask 1st la

My bro : dunwan la...and thr i oso dun hv fren
Me : u never try to talk to any1 oso...they all treat u as fren...but the prob is u never talk to them..how to b fren?

Me : u got prob in communicate with ppl la....pls try and talk to them la...they all r frenly ma...sir oso good rite?

------------------------------------------then he started de war...saying i forcing him to join BB etc etc......actually if he dunwan to join oso nvm ma...i know the reason....so dun gv me excuses...--------------------------------------

当朋友之间失去了信任；
人与人之间失去了了解
会发生什么事呢？

当人们不再懂得沟通；
朋友不再懂得体贴
还会有友谊的存在吗？

当谣言不再受到控制；
空穴真的刮起风
应该怎么收拾呢？

当你真的没了朋友；
你真的失去了所有信任；
你真的是孤独一人；
你真的是千里独行
你还能生存吗？

Female
-chemical formula=unknown
-oxidation number= -1
-properties
+higher reactive to carbon(diamond), chromiun, and some shiny metal
+Can be highly explosive
+shud be keep safely
+Can break easily and shud be handle carefully
+has alot of allotropes and isotopes ( alot of forms)
+++++caution : very danger and super explosive in some period ( once a month...every time dis process will happen about 1 week...we named it menstrual cycle)

Male
-chemical formula=unknown
-oxidation number= +1
-properties
+tough
+strong
+become slaves of female after chemically bond with female
+Can produce alot fo energy
+has 1 isotopes --> gay

Love
-unexplainable source of energy
-complex ion
-consist of = frenship, family's care , relationship, Love between male and female........................................................................................................
-not stable
-attraction force or bond can be break easily sometimes

Wealth and Status
-corrosive
-can be a very danger substance
-can be use to break de bond between frenship
-radioactive

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